( My mom only had one eye. I hated her. She was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEEW, your mom only has one eye!" I wanted to bury myself and wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, "If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?" My mom did not respond. I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted to get out of that house and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study. Then, I got married and bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own and I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts. Then one day, my Mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren. When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!

"GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," And she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity. My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear...

They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

"My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you. I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up. You see.........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine. I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,
Your mother." )

That's what motherly love is, isn't it?

HELLO (L)

Ws and I went haji laneeee ytd :D Bugis street next, but we were just walking aimlessly there. I don't really like to squeeze and I just don't like it there. Oh well. Headed home soon afterrrr.

Thank god for a precious gift like you, thank god for giving me such a wonderful bff and soulmate. I will always be there for you and I love you! (:







I'm currently at ep14 of You're Beautiful. It's really an awesome drama worth watching (Y) HAHA, am waiting for ep 15 & 16 to be eng subbed before I can watch em'. I'm sure that I can finish watching the whole series by today TEE HEE

I've so many things on my mind I wanna get, but when I head out of my house to the shops, it seems like..I don't need anything. Or rather, I don't wanna get anything. It's been so long since I spend my money on stuffs I'm buying on impulse. But just ytd, I saw this really nice knit top online, and I got both the colours. Hopefully it will look just as great as the picture.

I may be working as a waitress soon, lol(?). I don't know, I'm still considering if I should. Sigh, I wish for an admin job instead.

Loving the rainy weather now & my 11 blog songs lol(:

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Pig-rabbit so cute :D

I spend my afternoon downloading You're Beautiful. I saw it from Jake's blog actually, and the show look pretty interesting to me.

It's damn nice without a doubt. I was watching it while on my way to chua's house just now. HAHAHA and I kept smiling to myself on the bus and the people around me kept looking at me. Aiya but who cares LOL.

So met ws and went chua house to slack :D Haven't seen her for quite sometime, need to go out as a whole clique real soon. Went off around 9 plus and met my parents and their friends. They had supper at some hawker centre at bukit timah and headed home soon after.

I'm typing super randomly and I just want to blog for the sake of blogging lol.

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE.... LOVE YA!
AND I MISS YOU MISHEEL! HAVE FUN!!

I never knew I will get so bored after O levels.
I always thought that I've so many things to do but I was wrong.

I feel like a no lifer now. My life's still mundane afterall.

All I'm doing everyday now are, eating , sleeping and using the computer. This isn't me. I want to work, but I hate to be interviewed and I suck at interacting with people :(

They say playing maple is stupid, lame & childish. But sometimes, playing games will make you happier, I swear. I wanted to try L4D2 since like don't-know-how long ago, but I'm still waiting for my new laptop. Tee hee :D

Maybe I should attend some classes to improve myself further.

Mis, ws and choy are over at my house now. Love them very much. No one can ever replace them in my heart hehehe so cheesy ^^..